I really miss last year . It was a great year. Not because I partied and rebelled against my parents stayin out all night and skipping school. But because I met the best person of my life. I wish I could go back to when we just met and i was too scared to talk to him, but we hung out as casual friends, flirtin till the sun went down. This past year has been the best year of my life and i want to repeat it over and over. It helped me get my life figured out, where i want to go , what I want to do , and who I want to spend it with.
I moved out of my house twice, and moved back in twice. I got my first job, paid mt first bill, told my mom I hate her then came back and told her I love her. wich taught me that mom will always be there for me because she is the best i could ever ask for. my dad took me in when times at home were rough, he was a full time dad for me and i miss him a lot.
but home is home.
last april, first week of my first job, wesley came to visit me with his friend. that friend turned out to be the love of my life. sure im young but im no idiot and i know where my emotions stand and where my heart lays. i know that i never knew this much emotion was ever held within me, i never knew i had this much love in me to give to someone else. I guess im just scared of losing what ive got. scared shitless actually. im the happiest ive ever been, and i dont want it to go away. thats why i want to keep repeating this past year.
