Silly Bitch :)

you make me laugh :)
please keep posting things in honor of me.
it makes my day every time.
too bad you cant get me outta your head, eh?
I'm glad you think of me so often, I must have had a real impact on your life, eh big sis ;)

Work?

I'd love to get a job, and have been trying to ever since i quit at Timmies to go to college.
but my god, with recession and all that crap, finding a temporary job as a student is a major PAIN IN THE ASS. everywhere i go I see older people doing jobs that younger people would  have been doing. yeah its great that they are able to find a job, and support their families, but what about all the young people trying to pay for rent, schooling, and their own bills?
As soon as a potential employer finds out I'm heading back to school in September, its a no-go.
Everyone seems to want permanent & full-time employees. which i guess will work out great after I graduate. but for now I need a temporary position.
But until then....what to do ? I just used the last of my OSAP money for my phone bills. thank god i know how to budget!! or I would have been wayyy behind in all my bills by now.

Holy Crap

Where the hell has time gone?? My brothers are already about to graduate elementary school. I'm still living in the past and keep thinking they're only going into grade 7. they've grown up so fast, and I am SO PROUD of them. AND to top it all off they both have amazing report cards. my averages were usually in the high 70's, and theirs are in the 80's! lets hope they keep up the good work in high school too.

 Tuesday my friend finally finds out weather shes having a boy or a girl :D
I'm rooting for a baby girl, but the father wants a boy. of course.
her baby bump is so cute! shes so small that it sticks right out like there is a basket ball under her shirt. They've settled on two names, Ryan for a boy, and Olivia (Livvy) for a girl. I like the name Ryan, but I'll def be calling her Livvy, not Olivia. We are throwing her a surprise baby shower soon, we haven't figured out a date. i have to secretly find out her schedule lol.

I Pray For You - Lyrics

I havent been to church since I don’t remember when 
Things were goin’ great ‘til they fell apart again 
So I listened to the preacher as he told me what to do 
He said you can’t go hatin’ others who have done wrong to you 
Sometimes we get angry, but we must not condemn 
Let the good Lord do His job and you just pray for them 

I pray your brakes go out runnin’ down a hill 
I pray a flowerpot falls from a window sill and knocks you in the head like I’d like to 
I pray your birthday comes and nobody calls 
I pray you’re flyin’ high when your engine stalls 
I pray all your dreams never come true 
Just know whereever you are, I pray for you 

I’m really glad I found my way to church 
‘Cause I’m already feelin’ better and I thank God for the words 
Yeah I’m goin’ take the high road 
And do what the preacher told me to do 
You keep messin’ up and I’ll keep prayin’ for you 

Life of a Princess (L)

People are always there for me, I'm loved by many and have the best of friends and the best of family i could ever ask for. even when nothing is wrong and all is going well (which is 99% of the time) people are always there for me, to help me out, to make sure I'm safe & happy, and to make sure I've got everything I want and need. what more could I ask for?

I could ask for someone who loves me for me, but I've already got that.

I could ask for a family full of love and happiness, but I've already got that. 

I could ask for a life of peace, joy, and happiness, but I've already got that. 

I could ask for days full of laughter, but I've already got that.

I could ask for good physical & mental health, but I've already got that.

I could ask for freedom, but I've already got that.

I could ask for shelter, clothes, and shoes, but I've already got that.

I could ask for emotional support, but I've already got that. 

I could ask for freedom of speech and the ability to say what I want, but I've already got that.

I could ask for a good education, but I've already got that. 

I could even ask for haters full of jealousy, but I've already got that too

Bottom line: I've got everything I want, and I couldn't be happier with the life I've made for myself, and everyone in it.

Lovely

After eliminating several people out of my life, everything has become so much clearer. I'm a very simple person and don't enjoy silly drama. I tend to keep drama out of my life, but if needed I have no problem standing up for me and those that I LOVE.  life is great, this time next year I'm going to be a graduated Esthetician! I dont plan on living at home much longer, I definately don't want to be living with my parents after I'm 22 years old. I want to get on with my life, and create the best one possible, which so far I'm doing pretty great. 
But right now its summer time, and I've been having the greatest summer ever :)
well to me its the greatest :P just relaxing and camping. I've practically been living on the beach. somewhere between Cobourg and Port Hope is a very secluded, very quiet and big beach. We've pitched our tents, made big camp fires, and partied the nights away. and sometimes we go just to relax & get some sun. the water isn't very warm yet but it will be soon :) It so gorgeous. me and the love of my life have sat on the sandy shore and watched the moon come up over the water, and the sun set behind us with nothing but me, him, a blazing camp fire, and the wilderness. ooooohhh the romance


 the moon, the campfire & my Lover Boy

another night-harvest moon rising above the water