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TODAY:
What is today's date? April, 22 2009 i think ha
What was the first thing that happened? i woke up silly
Who was the first person you talked to? my cat
What was the best thing that happened so far? gedening for earthday with friends, then pigging out at the bbq
What was the best thing you've eaten? burger
Whats the worst thing you've eaten? chicken wrap
Who were you with? work
Where did you go? all day? home school mall work
What did you wear? jeans shirt and hoodie
What did you buy? food
What was the best song you heard? lol heard too many!
What's the funniest thing that happened? ohh my fuck i cant pick just one
TOMORROW:
Whats tomorrow's date? the day after today
Got any plans? yes
Is there anything you HAVE to do? yes
Who are you going to be with? josh and cindy the my brothers then kyle and whoever
What would you like to get accomplished? my g1. finally
Who are you definatly going to talk to? kyle
Do you have to go to school/work? nope
FUTURE:
Who do you want to marry? if i have to marry anyone itd be my boyfriend.
When do you want to get married? when im old and wrinkly :P kidding
How do you want to get married? in love?
Where do you want to settle down at? whereever i am, i dont plan things like that. that is more however life turns out
Whats your dream job? i really have no clue
How many kids do you want? 2
What do you want your kid's names to be? havent made much thought of that
Do you want to have kids early or later on in life? whenever IM ready
What kind of house do you want to live in? eye catching one, not necisarilly big but eye catching
What kind of car do you want to drive? SUV :) yes. i am a dork and i want an RV
How many and what kind of pets do you want to have? dogs and a sweet exotic animal
Where do you want to go to college (If you haven't already)? whereever i get accepted

Last year

I really miss last year . It was a great year. Not because I partied and rebelled against my parents stayin out all night and skipping school. But because I met the best person of my life. I wish I could go back to when we just met and i was too scared to talk to him, but we hung out as casual friends, flirtin till the sun went down. This past year has been the best year of my life and i want to repeat it over and over. It helped me get my life figured out, where i want to go , what I want to do , and who I want to spend it with.
I moved out of my house twice, and moved back in twice. I got my first job, paid mt first bill, told my mom I hate her then came back and told her I love her. wich taught me that mom will always be there for me because she is the best i could ever ask for. my dad took me in when times at home were rough, he was a full time dad for me and i miss him a lot.
but home is home.
last april, first week of my first job, wesley came to visit me with his friend. that friend turned out to be the love of my life. sure im young but im no idiot and i know where my emotions stand and where my heart lays. i know that i never knew this much emotion was ever held within me, i never knew i had this much love in me to give to someone else. I guess im just scared of losing what ive got. scared shitless actually. im the happiest ive ever been, and i dont want it to go away. thats why i want to keep repeating this past year.